Need more suffering

Not my own, thats just crazy talk. I just need to see someone suffer, I suppose its just the mood I am in. Two weeks of good moods and fricking sunshine have just ended and this I suppose is the backlash. The next person to cross my path will most likely be hurt (be it physically, mentally or emotionally). I prefer emotional pain, you can almost feel the "angst" radiating off people when you make them doubt theirselves, its something of beauty and something I have started to miss.

Gah, I know that there are two people who are probably reading this, so be it, your opinions matter not. You are probably reading this as to try to... heh... understand the way my mind works... good luck with that. I can not think of anyone that I know who is not replacable, everyone I know is just something to amuse myself for a while and then discard. I dont know why I feel the need to ramble this to a stupid internet page but it may calm me... mneh.

-Caboose, Bakilas, Lamort, Whatever.

...odd

Bakilas: 1, Hole: 0

Ha and in the battle of man vs injury the man has reigned supreme... ish. I decided that instead of waiting for the whole crappy "Let it naturally heal" stuff I would just get stitches. I think that means I am victorious, w00t or something. I swear that doctor enjoys giving me pain, and at closer inspection I discovered that I could stick any finger into the hole.
Not much else to say.

Bakilas Lamort of the Greyjoys.

Brenden Vs The Hole. Part 2

I can actually fit my pinkie finger into the whole at my hip... but I wont, hurt like hell when the decided to rip stuff out and the pack it WITHOUT ANY NUMBING STUFF!
Bastards.
Apparently not only does this cool little infection cause a gross pussy looking wound but it also *eats flesh*... I will repeat, flesh eating infection. I am going to get such a kickass scar out of this little fucker. Plus it should allign with the scar on my back...

if anyone asks I was shot and it went straight through, that will make a kickass story.

Bakilas "Shot in the hip" Lamort

I have a hole in my leg

I hate doctors, but there is nothing more satisfying then managing to shock one with a disgusting looking sore. So he decides to poke it a bit first (OW, fucker), then he sticks a needle INTO it (fucker), turns out that it was not that effective against infections though because I could feel everything and it still hurt (fucker), he then proceeded to pull out various things using what I can only decribe as pliars (FUCKER). And to top it off he fills it with cotten and some liquid and tells me to come back tomorrow (...fucker).

In pain
Caboose.

Shamix

Well its been a while since I posted anything and now I am bored so I am going to list the things that make up my 6 hour playlist.
In a pure random order:
Fight Club Quote [I jammed a bunch of quotes in to randomize things]
People are strange - Echo & The Bunnymen [Taken from the Lost Boys soundtrack, shitty movie, odd song]
Feed My Frankenstein - Alice Cooper [Catchy, and the first of probably many Alice Cooper songs]
Whatever - Godsmack [Kickass song, I blame Hairy One for getting me addicted]
Roads to Madness - Queensryche [How did that get there?]
I Never Cry - Alice Cooper
Tainted Love - Soft Cell
Rock Is Dead - Marilyn Manson
McDonalds Girl - Bare Naked Ladies [Flubba gave this song to me, heh kinda funny]
Anti-Love Song - Cold [One of the first songs on the Antilove CD]
Love Sucks - The Addicts [Antilove continues]
Poison - Alice Cooper [One of the best Alice Cooper songs ever]
Stuck in the Middle with You - Bob Dyllan [From Resivour Dogs]
Creep (Accoustic) - Radiohead [Both versions are good but I love the accoustic]
Don't Tell Me You Love Me - Night Ranger
Symphony No. 9 - Beethoven [Ah, classical music is wonderful]
The Post War Dream - Pink Floyd
House of the Rising Sun (Rock Version)
Nothing Else Matters - Metallica
Fight Club Quote
Strangelove - Depeche Mode [The mode are always good listening]
No Sunshine - DMX [From soundtrack to Exit Wounds]
Evil Dead: Army of Darkness Quote
Here Comes The Sun - Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds [HUGE Nick cave fan]
Waiting For My Real Life To Begin - Jill Tracy & Scrubs Cast [Taken from the Scrubs episode 2.13 My Philosophy]
Fight Club Quote
Detroit Rock City - Kiss [Classic]
Fight Club Quote
The Garden - Guns N' Roses
Start Me Up - Alice Cooper
Bruce Allmighty Quote
Blind - Korn
Schools Out - Alice Cooper
The War of 1812 - Three Dead Trolls in a Baggie [An excellent comedy band, much geek humour as well as other]
Assorted Simpson Quotes
Victems of Change - Judas Priest
Snatch Quote
Hellelujah - Rufus Wainwight [From Flubba]
Beautiful Day - U2 [Excellent Song]
Buried Alive My Love - HIM [GO GET THIS SONG NOW! An excellent rocky song]
Losing My Religion - REM
Personal Jesus - Depeche Mode [Great song, recently covered by Marilyn Manson]
Have You Ever Seen the Rain - Credence Clearwater Revival
Fool's Overture - Supertramp [Way too long. Goes for over 10 minutes]
My Love [Who the hell did this song, and why is it on my playlist]
Fight Club Quote
...Not Forever - Tsunami Bomb [Strange song, cant understand half of what they say but its catchy]
Another Brick In The Wall - Korn [Cover of the excellent Pink Floyd song]
House of the Rising Sun
Accross the Universe - Rufus Wainwight
Fight Club Quote
This Years Love - David Grey [Very calming song, excellent piano work]
Hell is Living Without You - Alice Cooper [Kick ass song]
Dolly [Comedy Song about Dolly Parton's... most obvious assets]
Hands of Death (Burn Baby Burn) - Alice Cooper & Rob Zombie [From The X Files]
Overkill - Men At Work [From Scrubs]
Only Women Bleed - Alice Cooper
When The World Ends (Oakenfold Remix) - Dave Matthews Band [From Matrix Reloaded]
Papa wont Leave You, Henry - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds
Bohemian Rhapsody - Queen [Great song while drunk]
I Dont Want To Miss A Thing - Aerosmith
Clowns Will Eat Me - Alice Cooper [Very nice]
Walk In The Shadows - Queensryche
Question - Old 97's
Like Humans Do - David Byrne
Fight Club Quote
Tainted Love - Merilyn Manson [Cover of the Soft Cell original]
Die, Die My Darling - Metallica
Fuck It (I Dont Want You Back) - Eamon [Gah, should delete that]
Irenicus (Redeem This Mix) [Mixed from the game Baldurs Gate 2 by someone at Ironworks Forum]
Low Rider
Lucifer - Alan Parson's Project
Take Your Mama Our - Scissor Sisters
Tupelo - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds
Scatman - Scatman John [Just plain strange]
Bittersweet Symphony - The Verve [Very cool, taken from the Cruel Intentions soundtrack]
Excalibur - Nick Skitz
Let it Be - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds
Love Stinks - The J. Geils Band [From the Wedding Singer, damn I hate Adam Sandler]
We Were Wrong - Stroke 9 [Nice breakup music]
Im On My Way - The Proclaimers
Gay Bar - Electric Six [Short song, but catchy]
Dracula From Houston - Butthole Surfers
Be Chrool To Your Scuel - Twisted Sister
Fight Club Quote
Brutal Planet - Alice Cooper
I'm Gonna Take You Down - Magna Carta [Damn it am I the only person who can prove this song exsists?]
Fight Club Quote
Flight of the Rat
Bruce Almighty Quote
Paint It Black - Rolling Stones [Nice moody song, from Stir of Echos soundtrack]
Scum of the Earth - Rob Zombie
Disposable Heros - Metallica
Every You and Every Me - Placebo [From Cruel Intentions soundtrack]
Tears and Snot - Kevin Bloody Wilson
Flight of Icarus - Iron Maiden
Fight Club Quote
I Cant Get No Satisfaction [First of my 2 theme songs, the second is I Touch Myself]
Died In Your Arms Tonight - Journey
Mad World - Gary Jules [From Donnie Darko Soundtrack]
You and Me
Love's a Bitch - Quiet Riot
Keine Lust - Rammstein
A Girl Named Tex - Trocadero [Made for Red Vs Blue]

...well there you go
Bakilas the Still Bored.